My mind works. Always. That is to say, I must make a conscious effort to guide and direct my thoughts or they will manage (or mis-manage) themselves. I have no idea if this is common for all, but it is common for me. Sometimes this inefficient, "happy idling, dawdling, and puttering" leads to fun little nooks and crannies that I then slide away from to other pursuits. These posts are the result of some of these half-formed thoughts...
Monday, July 13, 2015
What is the Heritage of the Confederate Flags?
Can you articulate that heritage?
I can.
The heritage of the Confederate flags tell us that a group of people had the courage and bravery to step on to the field of battle and face death and deprivation for their beliefs and their freedom. They stood up for the freedom for men to own and treat other men like cattle and that such freedom was more important than the ideals and strength of the United States of America. The strength of their conviction was such that they turned their back on the U.S. and raised their flag in rebellion. That is the heritage of the flags' origins.
If you search online you will find that the bloodiest day in U.S. history is listed as September 17, 1862. That is the day during the Civil War when the Battle of Antietam took place. Why is that called the bloodiest day? Because historians insist that those killed on both sides were Americans and count them together. This is common practice for evaluating each battle within that conflict. Yet, just as the name of The Civil War is not even accepted by southern historians, there is no agreement on the name of the day. It is the Battle of Sharpsburg for southern history books. The flags in question, and those who revere their heritage, continue to set themselves apart. They honor rebels against America. Yet, in a odd contrast, I would wager that most who hoist a Confederate flag today probably pretends themselves an American Patriot.
So there is plenty of heritage to the flags. And every time I see them, and consider that heritage it infuriates me.
As such, I am infuriated before we even begin to touch on the modern fact that more than a minor portion of the so called patriots who celebrate the heritage of armed treason to defend slavery are still racists today.
I accept no rational defense of these flags beyond immediate historical context (i.e., museums, film, military gaming, etc.). Defending or flying such flags in any other context deservedly invites derision.
Friday, May 29, 2015
The Power of Discontent
But that fact cannot, should not, stop someone for seeking the achievement. Taken further, “If you look for perfection, you'll never be content.” (Leo Tolstoy, Anna Karenina). That quote is powerful. Given various goals I have in front of me, I do not want to be content. We should never be content, rather we should be discontent and always look towards perfection.
Yet...
...Still, perfection does not exist, for the common understanding of the idea - 'free from all flaws or defects' - leaves us striving for the impossible. And 'strive' is an excellent word in this context for it carries a negative connotation of strain, effort, or laborious endeavor. Not that such a struggle is not worth it, but instead that there is a sense of inevitable failure, and such an anticipation of failure can be self creating of defeat. It can de-energize.
So setting a seemingly unachievable goal, can create the condition of inability to reach such a goal. The solution? We should recognize that perfection is not about 'free from all flaws or defects'. No. Instead, we should choose to act within a process of improving until the focus of our effort can be as free as possible from flaws or defects. As free as possible - this phrasing empowers. It removes the sense of the impossible.
Consider the words of Salvador DalĂ “Have no fear of perfection - you'll never reach it.”
What happens when we put this together with the thought of Tolstoy?
Do not fear discontent. If fact, choose discontent. Use it to embrace the process of making things as free as possible from flaws or defects. To be energized to move forward. We should run towards perfection.
Tolstoy's words are correct.
Perfection is not the word for what we want to be.
No. In looking for perfection, we should choose to be discontented.
Monday, February 16, 2015
Chili
Thursday, December 4, 2014
Do The Right Thing
Many moons ago when I was in college, young and convinced of my wisdom and ready to take on the world - as college students are wont to be - I saw the Spike Lee flick "Do the Right Thing". This film led to an extended discussion with my room mate at the time, someone of minority heritage who had grown up in a largely minority neighborhood. It is more than fair to say, that my life experience, despite my confidence and wisdom, was far removed from his frame of reference. Suffice to say, we disagreed.
I refused to believe that someone could so... callously? calmly? obliviously? Take another man's life.
And today we all confront an example nearly scripted out from the movie's scene.
Over a few cigarettes a man died.
Any yet, there is no accountability.
I wish I could find my room mate from so many years ago, and apologize. And tell him he was right. Even now, a quarter of a century later.
Thursday, October 30, 2014
My Favorite Movie Scenes (vol 2)
Glory (1989)
This movie has some issues, the framing of the ending scene not least, but... "I love the 54th."The Fall (2006)
(This, IMO, is a much watch film if you have not seen it.)The scene that matters comes near the end. Roy has become increasing despondent, with both his own situation and with what he has done to Alexandria. He wishes to end the story, but she insists on completing it. His sadness and angry bleeds into the narrative and hence into Alexandria. She sits by him, crying and pleading for the story (and Roy) to become bold and happy again with a power that is so moving that I fall for it every time.
I am Legend (2007)
Will Smith plays Robert Neville, the last 'man' left alone in a New York after a plague. (Disclaimer, in the written source it is a spread of vampirism, the movie makes it zombie-like.)
This film is wonderful at displaying Robert Neville's determined isolation, loneliness, and longing. His companion dog, Samantha, is the focal point of this and wonderfully scripted and filmed as a character in her own right holding up his sanity in the face of his stress, grief, and horror. But dogs are not immune, and when Samantha sacrifices herself to protect Neville it leads to a heart wrenching scene as his last friend leaves and becomes a foe. No other response is possible than to cry watching such sacrifice and loss.
Gladiator (2000)
And then the real organization, determination, efficiency of Rome is displayed as the technology, planning, & logistics are artfully portrayed with slick direction and stunning force. There is no doubt why Rome strode the Earth as they did.
(And I think they did know they were conquered. But what choice did they have?)
Star Trek: The Wrath of Khan (1982)
"The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few, or the one."Trapped and certainly doomed, as for once Scotty cannot work a miracle to save the ship, Spock seals himself in a certainly deadly situation and proceeds to save the ship. The joy of survival is destroyed as Kirk comes to face the dying Spock through a window, and he is powerless. Spock places his hand against the window in the classic Vulcan position and dies saying "Live long and prosper."
Years of shared experience as a viewer of the series encapsulate all the emotional investment into show, setting, and characters in that one moment. It benefits from nice pacing of the moment, and a brevity of dialogue delivered with some of the best acting those involved ever managed together. I admit I teared up the first time I saw it, and I still do today.
(They never should have brought Spock back. It was one of the truly great character deaths on screen.)
(Oh, and JJ Abrams can just suck it.)
Star Trek: The Next Generation "Family" S4:E2 (1990)
The Season 3 Finale and Season 4 first episode is as fine a dramatic and action filled story in all of Star Trek. And Episode 2 is a critical component of that story arc, it is the heart and soul of what makes the previous episodes' succeed in my opinion.
Captain Jean-Luc Picard has recently been rescued from incorporation within the Borg (Season 3 finale and Season 4 first episode in as fine a dramatic and action filled story in all of Star Trek). The Enterprise returns to Earth for repairs, and Picard takes leave to the surface and returns to the family vineyards now run by his brother Robert. He connects with his nephew, his sister-in-law, and struggles with the idea of leaving Starfleet after his recent travails. Robert stalks around the scenes gruff and dour as any Klingon...
And then the scene: the brothers come to blows, wrestling in the mud of a French vineyard. When they stop to talk, there is a powerful heartfelt brother-to-brother conversation that rings far too true-to-life. Picard sobs and cries, pouring out his humanity and weakness in some wonderful acting:
and his brother says the things that need to be said, in the way they need saying.
And the definitive moment for me in what makes Jean-Luc Picard The Best.
Thursday, September 11, 2014
Syria Chaotica
(As a side note: Russia is buddies with Syria, so we were trying to play nice with Putin by being nice to Syria - fat lot of good that did.)
Some of the people fighting Assad got desperate for aid and turned to militants for help. A flow of arms, fighters, and leaders from the chaos the US helped create in Iraq gave the militants muscle. These militants got organized, became the IS, and were not bashful about attacking the Moderates as much as Assad. The Moderates were beaten back in a two front war. No one paid attention until the IS grabbed land in Iraq, because they astutely took advantage of an opportunity presented. In doing so they gained credibility, more arms, and attracted more fighters to their cause.
The Administration finally started to notice that they may have made a mistake, and that sometimes doing nothing is worse than the pain of doing something.
I have seen several reports that conclude that the Moderates have lost, with few meaningful enclaves remaining. In a recent major battle/last stand against Assad, IS attacked their flank and rear and the Moderate opposition was largely shattered.
It is now we are going to arm and train the Moderates to win in Syria and face off with the IS... Moderates that have already lost the war they wanted to fight, and we are going to ask them to fight a war they probably don't want to fight. This situation is going to take a lot more will and investment from a lot more sources to clean up.
In my opinion March of 2003 was the worst mistake in US foreign policy history. And we have been in a disastrous tail spin ever since with mistake on top of mistake, and it is all coming home to roost.
Friday, August 8, 2014
Israeli-Palestinian Crisis
..right?
Why isn't this a viable path for Israel to take?